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Name: Marian
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Metro: Berwick
Birthday: 5/1/1991
Gender: Female


Interests: First and most importantly is God!! Then Family and Friends. Then Field Hockey, Softball, Violin, and Trumpet
Expertise: Ummm...Well I don't know yet.....
Occupation: Student


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Member Since: 2/20/2005

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Tuesday, August 18, 2009

It's been a summer of life changes, and I never want to go back to how it was before.

You ruined my life this year.  You made me cry all night sometimes, but I always went back to you.  What was I thinking??  He was the one I wanted to be with.. You wouldn't even let me talk to him.  He was my best friend and I stopped communicating with him for awhile because of you.  You made do things I didn't want to do and you wouldn't let me do the things I actually wanted me to do.  You guilted me into stuff and I resent you for that.  I don't regret anything we ever did or the time I wasted with you because it taught me a lot.  It taught me that I never ever want to be treated like that again.  You messed up my life and completely changed me.  I had used to be strong and you brought me down.  You made me weak, and I will never go back to something like that.  
I'm so glad I got introuble that night.  I'm so glad my mom told me I could never talk to you again.  I'm so happy that I punched you in the stomach.  You deserved it.  I am over joyed that he was there to pick up the peices and make it all better.  He's perfect for me.  He never tells me what to do, and when we fight, it's nothing like when I fought with you.  Him and I laugh like 3 seconds later.  You know how you always wanted to buy me a ring?  Yeah well he did it and he got a nice one.  
I honestly do not like you.  I hope you know that.  We will never be able to be friends, and I will never forgive you.  You were the bad guy, sir.. Not me.  Please realize that at some point in your life.  You are the one that messed everything up.  You are the one who treated me like shit.  You are the one who got pissed and broke up with me almost every day for 3 or 4 months.  You are the one who made YOU and ME cry.  It wasn't me.  It may be hard to believe, but none of this was my fault.


Thursday, March 12, 2009

  Wow over a year since I posted something here...  I forgot I had it.  I could write all about my life the past year, but it's really not that interesting, and I'm pretty sure no o ne reads this, and if they do I doubt they care.  But so much has changed!

  I got into the college of my dreams!!  I met the guy of my dreams!!  My life couldn't get any better.

 

  So since I'm not going to talk about my problems or anything I figured I would rant about something that I was thinking about in College Algebra today when I probably should have been paying attention...... =/

 

  Ok, so pathological liars.  I have always wondered how you know if someone is a pathological liar.  They lie constantly so how do you know what's truth and what's a lie?  What if they're really good liars??  Is it even harder to figure out then?  And also, do pathological liars know they are lying?  It's said that once you've lied so much about something, you yourself start to believe the lie.  How do you know if you're a pathological liar? 

  Some say that all lies, no matter how big or how small are bad.  But I disagree with that statement quite a bit.  What is a lie?  Something someone says that is not true, right?  Well then aren't all stories lies?  And all jokes?  All children's stories are lies and no one ever tells them they are being lied to.  And you can't forget the Easter Bunny, Santa, the Tooth Fairy, and anything else parents told us as kids.  Does that make parents kind of like pathological liars?  I mean they lie to us so frequently about it, and some kind of start to believe it and get super disappointed when their kids find out it isn't true.

  Another thing, Santa Claus...  how are kids not afraid of him?!  I  kind of was... he was some big fat old man who broke into houses while everyone was sleeping!  Yes he gave us presents, I understand that, but still.. he was in the house while we were sleeping!  I was slightly disturbed by this when I was young.  I was scared not to give him cookies and milk because I knew he was capable of big things.  Come on, he could get into any locked house and down any chimney, imagine what he could do to little me?!  I also thought he was kind of a scumbag... he always wore the same thing!  I just don't know about this Santa character..  But just like tradition,  I'll be a pathological liar and tell my children about him in hopes that they believe and not scared of him.  If they're like me though, I'm sure they'll over think the situation and find him to be quite creepy.

 

Ahh how I missed doing this.  I hope I remember to do it more often.  It really makes me feel better to just get it all out.  =)


Saturday, February 16, 2008

It's never a good idea to cheat on a spouse.
If a man cheats on his wife it's not a good thing.
If he cheats on his wife with a midget it's sorta funny.
If he cheats on his wife with a man.. it's kind of gross.
If he cheats on his wife with a gay midget, IT'S HILARIOUS!
If a woman cheats on her husband, not good.
If she cheats with a midget, a man might find that funny, but would be mad.
Apperantly if she cheats with a woman it's a good thing, that's what I'm told at least.
If she cheats with a dog though, that' gross and they both get "put to sleep."

 

 

 

I needed to save that somewhere.  I learned that in school one day because i was having a random thought day.


Saturday, November 17, 2007

   Um yeah, school is good.

   Band was ok this year.  We won again.

   Saw RELIENT K and SWITCHFOOT thursday.  It was FANTASTIC!!!!  Me, Alicia, Rachael, Krysta, and Jim(alicia's dad) went.  We ate skittles and combos!  YAY!!

 

So yeah, I don't know what else to write. 

 

Who reads this anymore anyways?


Thursday, April 12, 2007

Ok so it's be almost another 2 months..

                                     If everyone cared

                                           And nobody cried

                                                   If everyone loved

                                                          And nobody lied

                                                              If everyone shared

                                                                      And put away their selfish pride

                                                                            Then we'd see a day

                                                                                       When nobody died

 

 

 

  Ok, so what's new in the life of Marian??
  Well only 18 days until I'm 16!!!!!  I'm having a party, like a luau big party, kinda of party.  I'm pretty excited.

I don't really know what to say.. I forget what to write in here.... No one reads this anyway.

 

Oh I know what to talk about.  How bout this kid that I like and don't really wanna?  Well Marinna says it seems like he likes me.  He stares at me when I'm around him.  He walks up to me and Marinna and talks about the most random things ever.  She says he's mostly talking to me, and only talks to her because she's there.. I don't know.  And he gets my books.  He's basically whipped.  He always asks "Are you ever gonna like repay me or something for doing this for you?"  I said that when he stopped doing it without me asking or saying anything that'd I'd give him something then.  Guess what?  He hasn't stopped..  Ahh..

 

Wanna see some pictures??

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Yeah that's the cruise crew on the bus to the air port from the parking lot..

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Don't you just love how we act in public places like an airport??

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In our hotel before we left to get on the CRUISE!!!!

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Me, Alicia, and Brittany's room number.

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Me and Brittany in our HOTT life vests!

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Eating the 24 hour pizza!!

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This castle fort thing in San Juan.

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The Triumph!!

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A flower in St. Thomas

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Rachael and I in the castle/fort thinging in San Juan.

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Old men in San Juan fighting in Spanish

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My name in the sand in St. Thomas

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walking on the beach

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looks like a postcard, doesn't it?

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Me and Rachael on the Hammock we fell asleep.

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water in St. Thomas

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us at a formal dinner

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Amazing race.  me becca and this girl that i forget her name....

 

<3 Marian



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